Need help to know if I am trans or not and if I am , how should I approach my family members and I have almost everything described about me and family members and friends.

2021.12.03 13:58 AbhiRBLX Need help to know if I am trans or not and if I am , how should I approach my family members and I have almost everything described about me and family members and friends.

Name : Abhinav
Age : 13
Nationality - Indian
Gender born as - Male
Gender Identity - Lesbian Transgender Girl ? (uncomfirmed)
Summary :
So a like a year back I was kinda liking feminine clothes , but it stopped after a day or so but now its back and now its way more ,like it would make be happy if I wore a skirt or leggings etc etc and this is important that sometimes when my penis gets erect even from simple stuff that makes me a little horny , it becomes impossible to walk and I hate it really much also ejaculated (by masturbaiting) once and it felt disgusting and if I had a vagina and someone ejaculated in it I would be much less disgusted and I started to feel
I had the wrong genitals / other genitals would be better.
Personality :
I am pretty shy and introverted but sometimes I get angry when people want to talk to me even tho they can see I am being annoyed and then I tell them to stop but from the inside I actually love my family members (except some which are pure @$$holes).
Which gender and sexuality would I like to date :
if I become a transgender girl , I would not like to date a boy but I would like to date girls.
As for Sex after I become 18+
I would like to have sex with boys (assuming I have proper surgeries)
but I don't wanna have intercourse before 18 (legal age in my country) and after 5 years it will probably change a lot.
My approach to telling my family members I am trans:
First I would tell my sister about it who is the closest to me and then my mom (it will be easier bc I have already told my sister about it so I would get help from her to convince my mom. But my dad is kinda "weird" , he can be a loving and caring father but sometimes when he gets angry a lot from stress from work and shout a lot to my mom and get annoyed easily , sometimes he even tries to beat my mom and sister but before that my mom and sister take action (but no police or outsiders involved) and then
I would like to tell my other family members and relatives and friends that I am trans.
Hobbies :
I like to watch anime like JoJo , DITF and DBZ , DBS.
I also like to draw anime characters in photoshop.
I am also a gamer who plays games like gta v , tabs , sims 4 etc etc
School :
No idea how my school will react to this but i have few friends and I am sure they will understand slowly and surely
In indian society trans are divided into two groups , hijras and normal trans
I don't think I need to explain normal trans but hijras on the other hand
are basically beggars but trans they are very religious and the annoying thing
is they can do a lot of weird shit like seducing to get money and sometimes
if you don't give them money they can sexually harrass you (which has lowered the respect of normal trans in India and it is a dick move ) and I kindah hate them
Personally I don't think I will have much problem as long as I behave like a normal girl.
Surgery and cost:
I think I would like to get vocal surgery and face surgery at minimum and then genitals and breasts.
I mainly want vocal ones but is face really that important ? Also how much cost of genital surgery.
Cuz my family poor and my dad earns like $1k a month.
Anything else ?
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